All you ever tell me is that I'm perfect
You do anything for me, and I'm not even worth it
You put your arms around my heart
And don't know I'm the one that hurt it
I hate myself sometimes
I cannot live with this
A million things have gone wrong in my brain
And now I'm fragmented
And you leave me in my dreams
In my soul
In my head
I watch you walk away from me
Or like another one instead
Over
And over
And over again
And when I disappoint you it makes me wish that I was dead
Tell me
Don't tell me
That I'm your best friend
Tell me
Don't tell me
This is all in my head

If you leave me
Then I'll be afraid of everything



The Neighborhood 


This song shouldn't be listened to, I just heard this line.

The tips of my eyelids sting
From being washed so thoroughly

I'm sinking friendships

Is this all I do?

My lungs may fill
But I can't breathe
My eyes may close
But I can't sleep

my letting go

Hello sympathy
Tell me what you've got for me
Not sure I can take anything
That's when you give me everything

Hello sympathy
Come inside and plant a seed
Grow it till it's choking me
Grow it till it's choking me

I have a billion problems
Half of them aren't mine
It's taking too much effort
To keep on with this life