So don't fall in love,
There's just too much to lose.
Mayday Parade
Monday, June 29, 2015
Wednesday, June 17, 2015
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
(it hurts)
I'm sorry dear, I hate this
You know I can't portray this
But I cannot escape this
I don't think you can break this
I'm quiet and I'm falling
I hear the echoes calling
The past just won't quit following
And the memories are haunting
Every time I see you it gets harder to breathe
So here I am, silently suffocating
Why does it hurt, and why do I bleed?
What if this isn't all that it's made out to be?
I don't understand how I could be what you choose
'Cause you're too hard to come by, and too easy to lose
It's like I'm standing with arms folded, saying, "Make your move."
Waiting for you to leave me, waiting to be used
Darling, it hurts, please take it away
I'm losing you every moment of every passing day
You're always here, but you never stay
I don't want these skies to be lonely and gray
You know I can't portray this
But I cannot escape this
I don't think you can break this
I'm quiet and I'm falling
I hear the echoes calling
The past just won't quit following
And the memories are haunting
Every time I see you it gets harder to breathe
So here I am, silently suffocating
Why does it hurt, and why do I bleed?
What if this isn't all that it's made out to be?
I don't understand how I could be what you choose
'Cause you're too hard to come by, and too easy to lose
It's like I'm standing with arms folded, saying, "Make your move."
Waiting for you to leave me, waiting to be used
Darling, it hurts, please take it away
I'm losing you every moment of every passing day
You're always here, but you never stay
I don't want these skies to be lonely and gray
Saturday, June 13, 2015
Friday, June 12, 2015
The Deep.
Here I am
Trapped and far
Willing to give anything
To be where you are
Down in the deep where lives are changed
Down where I left there not the same
Down in the deep where people praise
Down in the deep where I became
Down where I'd give anything to stay
Trapped and far
Willing to give anything
To be where you are
Down in the deep where lives are changed
Down where I left there not the same
Down in the deep where people praise
Down in the deep where I became
Down where I'd give anything to stay
Summer...
Some summers are spent
Lying in bed
Partying, watching TV
And hanging with friends
Sometimes you get bored
Like, "What's summer for?"
Then you lie on the sofa
Till they hear you snore
My summer's like
Nothing that I
Ever expected last year
On the drive
Now I'm choking on time
And trying to survive
And counting down days only
To again say goodbye
Laziness, no
More like, "where did he go"
And trying to distract myself
Until you get home
Lying in bed
Partying, watching TV
And hanging with friends
Sometimes you get bored
Like, "What's summer for?"
Then you lie on the sofa
Till they hear you snore
My summer's like
Nothing that I
Ever expected last year
On the drive
Now I'm choking on time
And trying to survive
And counting down days only
To again say goodbye
Laziness, no
More like, "where did he go"
And trying to distract myself
Until you get home
Thursday, June 11, 2015
Wednesday, June 10, 2015
It's okay.
It's okay
You can leave me
You can leave me again
But as the bus drags you away
You're still in my head
And I'll wish you were here
All over again
Darling, I'll smile
'Cause I can pretend
But I just had to tell you
How hard it's been
You were gone last week
That was last time
And I was proud of myself
Because I did just fine
Until Friday, that is
Friday was hard
Watching a movie
Under the stars
But this is not about Friday
This is about now
And right now I miss you
So come on back down
Unless you wanna be there
Unless you wanna stay
And maybe I need you here
But darling, it's okay
Nah, I know you wanna be home
And we both need you to stay
But have fun with the memories
Darling, it's okay
You can leave me
You can leave me again
But as the bus drags you away
You're still in my head
And I'll wish you were here
All over again
Darling, I'll smile
'Cause I can pretend
But I just had to tell you
How hard it's been
You were gone last week
That was last time
And I was proud of myself
Because I did just fine
Until Friday, that is
Friday was hard
Watching a movie
Under the stars
But this is not about Friday
This is about now
And right now I miss you
So come on back down
Unless you wanna be there
Unless you wanna stay
And maybe I need you here
But darling, it's okay
Nah, I know you wanna be home
And we both need you to stay
But have fun with the memories
Darling, it's okay
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
Forever Frozen Still
So I'll keep you
Right in my pocket like you said to
Holding you close until you come through
Even though I'll be alone
I'll wait for you to come home
Right in my pocket like you said to
Holding you close until you come through
Even though I'll be alone
I'll wait for you to come home
Monday, June 8, 2015
Imbalanced
Let me sink into the ground
I won't ever make a sound
I won't ever make a sound
I won't ever make a sound
I won't ever make a sound
I won't ever make a sound
I won't ever make a sound
Away From Me
I remember watching. The sky above me was vast and dark, with the distant orbs of stars providing the only light. "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty" played in front of me. In front of all of us. I loved that movie. I loved the people around me. I was filled with love. But I wanted to cry.
You were so far. I mentally reached out, trying to find you. Your face, your smile, your eyes floated in front of my mind. Memories played. Words you said. Things you did. You.
I had done a good job not missing you too much that week, and you were coming back the next day. Yet, it was so hard.
The sky above me stretched on, holding both of us underneath. I needed you there. I needed you. I tried reaching. I needed you. I would've given anything to have you by my side again. I searched the stars, I searched the sky. But the stars are too far, and the sky's too wide.
"Dawn is coming,
"Open your eyes."
You were so far. I mentally reached out, trying to find you. Your face, your smile, your eyes floated in front of my mind. Memories played. Words you said. Things you did. You.
I had done a good job not missing you too much that week, and you were coming back the next day. Yet, it was so hard.
The sky above me stretched on, holding both of us underneath. I needed you there. I needed you. I tried reaching. I needed you. I would've given anything to have you by my side again. I searched the stars, I searched the sky. But the stars are too far, and the sky's too wide.
"Dawn is coming,
"Open your eyes."
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